I know you've gone A-Z too and assume it's never gonna happen and you will stalk me via the internet to get your confirmation, watch me write books and be married to some dude in Scotland. Ok. My persian dude is my first choice and I'm gonna keep going down that road looking for him, maybe I won't ever give up, ever. We're going to target 3 together. I get it, ok you don't believe in this and whatever. I'll keep going until I know he's not here, on planet earth, then I'll move on to somebody else. Maybe I'll just end up alone in Scotland. I'm not gonna marry just anybody ie no chemistry and not really attracted to, that's wack, already been there, done that, see my scilon website. This time, this life, it's gonna be somebody I'm attracted too and have chemistry with, good chemistry, not bad. Real love, he'll die for me. You would never die for me. But he would.