I already know what Jon Mackinder planned on doing and that was to use his wife Shelly Mackinder and his girlfriend, the mother of his daughter Bobbie Faison, another Scientologist to gang up on me. His defense would be he's never hit them so therefore he never hit me and I'm lying, I'm crazy, when he did. He's 1.1.
Mackinder, since I'm not coming back to this community ever or never and I'm moving on, your best bet is to blackmail Miscavige, you and I both know I was video taped and you are on that video tape/tapes. I don't know how many were done cause I was unconscious, I only got a glimpse while struggling to stay conscious, there was a woman kneeling (it may have been or not Maureen Bolstad) with a camera over her shoulder and as my head was going backwards I saw her leave my apartment, I saw the back of her wearing HGB blues and her hair, blonde hair in a pony tail.
Your best bet is blackmail David Miscavige, when I came back, I got approved to be back, Mike Rinder and Marty Rathbun were both gone, this was all Miscavige, so blackmail him for you and Bobbie's entire bridge as well as your daughter's and your 2 son's from your 2D with Shelly Mackinder and after Shelly gets handled, she can get her entire bridge for free too. And don't forget to make him give you OL status and boost your career so he can help sell your CD's, have Miscavige use this religion to promote and market your career and make you a star, you know he does that with Tom Cruise so he can do that with you and it's a win win. Let him know that if he doesn't you will be 100% honest with the panel of 3 Federal Court Judges, how you were video taped as well without your consent. I never gave consent to be video taped, did you give them consent to video tape me? That would be weird since we weren't legally married and you had no legal right to give any consent on my behalf.
Now here's the kicker, the LAPD, you had to have lied to the LAPD, if it wasn't you, then another Scientologist or maybe you and all the other Scientologists that spoke directly to the LAPD while I was unconscious lied. I was unconscious when the LAPD showed up, when I became conscious and got up, only you were in my living room talking to the LAPD, so if it wasn't you that lied to the LAPD, then who was it, what other Scientologists lied to the LAPD and told them that I was crazy while I was unconscious? There was 10-20 scientologists in my home through out this situation, coming and going at all different hours. Only OSA would know all the people that were there as well as Mike Rinder and of course my assigned Scientology Minister Dan Stradford.
Not sure if you remember but before the other Scientologists showed up, I was alone with you, I was sitting in a chair, dining room chair facing my kitchen while you were in front of my stove, cooking food and on a cell phone. You refused to tell me who you were talking to and just kept cutting my comm. You were on the phone with somebody, at that time I did not know who, they asked you on the phone if I was a "psych case" you repeated that out loud, "Is she a psych case?
I internalized at that point cause I wasn't a psych case, I had no history of ever being in a psych ward in my entire life and I couldn't understand why you never told them no, you knew I was a last life clear, you knew I was in the Sea Org and we were both on our way into the Sea Org, we were both qualified to go into the Sea Org, you can't have a history of psychiatric shit and be qualified to go into the Sea Org. At that point cause you comm lagged, it was like 5 seconds, I internalized ie introverted and was spinning and went unconscious. I was confused and didn't understand what was going on nor why you were holding me hostage in my home, each time I tried to get up, you'd force me back into the chair against my will in my home. I think on some level, I knew I was being set up for more then one reason and that was another reason I went unconscious, death.
Now if you were running a Scientology process on me, you never communicated that to me, you also never got my agreement nor consent. Same with all the other Scientologists in my home. And if that was true, when the LAPD arrived, you wouldn't have lied to them and told them I was crazy, any other Scientologists that were there wouldn't have lied to the LAPD and told them I was crazy, instead you and/or the other Scientologists especially my assigned Scientology Minister Dan Stradford would have given the LAPD my consent, in writing showing the LAPD that you all were applying my religion Scientology in my home and that would have been the end of that and they would have left, no laws would have been broken.
But that's not what happened, instead the LAPD was lied to which is against the law and I was set up to go into the psych ward based on your lie that I was a "psych case".
Your best bet Jon is to blackmail David Miscavige for everybody's free Bridge, free services and your career. You tried blackmailing me, that didn't work but if you blackmail Miscavige, you have a shot, the Lisa Mcpherson case and see if you can use Mike Rinder to help you since he was the head of OSA in 1998.
Here's id of Bobbie Faison, she's the woman with the dark hair on Jon Mackinder's right playing the tamborine.
The IF YOU'VE EVER SEARCHED THE BACKGROUND OF JON MACKINDER, JON BENTON MACKINDER, OR JON MAGNIFICENT. webpage that Jon Mackinder deleted for his reputation.
If Jon Mackinder feels that by me speaking out, coming forward to the crimes of 1998 commited on me including by him, if he feels his reputation has been harmed, he can sue the FBI/DOJ/LAPD. Same for Shelly Mackinder.
More about my eval of Jon Mackinder's partial confession.
The part of all those cop cars and helicopters etc etc, it's possible that didn't come from the false type 3 sit while I was unconscious, it's possible Jon Mackinder got it from me while I was sleeping, my ex husband told me I'd talk in my sleep and I was probably running my case, OT2, and he was probably just lying there in my bed listening to me talk in my sleep. My case was probably running cause it was unethical for me to be with this guy on any dynamic, his intent was to cause me harm.
There's a part I forgot to include in my eval, it's so comical, I was laughing so much cause it was so comical and just so far out there, I forgot.
"I helped her stand and she asked the patrolman for a cigarette, since he had just lit one up. 62nd sentence - ok, so now after putting panties on me, I turn over to the patrolman whose watching this whole thing and I ask him for a cigarette, cause while he's watching this whole thing, he's smoking. ok."
That's a lie, there was no patrolman nor me having a cigarette with one.
I just realized OT2, like the CIA now where they sell their stories to Hollywood, psych ops we did too, this might have been a movie, a movie set, cause when he describes it, I can see it but not in real life it was a from a movie we made after retiring from psych ops OT2 and he might have OT2 saw the movie in a movie theater and from his O/W's including his computations to harm me, and he did harm me, his own case is kicking in and he is going thru life out of present time, seeing things that aren't there but he thinks are. So what you have is a 1.1 psychotic SP male whose part of this church and community and I'm sure he's done similiar things to other Scientologists and Wogs, both, maybe other false type 3 sits, violence, rapes etc etc and in ethics they're missing his withholds and in session if he's getting auditing.
Here is the definition of a PTS type 3 sit, I was never a PTS type 3, that was a false label put on me after I reached out for help. These people all negated the fact that I'm a last life clear, I was in the non interference zone on the grade chart. I would have been a PTS Type I and Jon Mackinder was the SP in my vicinity cause he attacked me violently. When we went to ethics at CC Int that evening, I was held responsible and accountable for his violent attack, I was made 100% responsible and accountable by Jon Mackinder and the Ethics Officer. The Ethics Officer at CC Int didn't think it was unusual that Jon Mackinder violently attacked me. I was blamed. The reality of it is, I wasn't responsible nor accountable for Jon Mackinder violently attacking me. I also wasn't responsible nor accountable for Jon Mackinder's blackmail attempt which is what started his violent attack, which the Ethics Officer was told about. The Ethics Officer at CC Int whether he was lied to by Jon Mackinder or not, never did his job, instead both of these people ganged up on me, made me the bad guy and held me 100% responsible and accountable for his actions.
What should have happened was the Ethics Officer should have told me to go to the doctor, he saw the bruises, he negated them, he knew about Jon Mackinder's blackmail attempt, what started his violent attack and he negated it. I was so introverted by this abuse by both the Ethics Officer at CC Int and Jon Mackinder, the make wrong wrong for Jon Mackinder's actions, being held responsible and accountable for Jon Mackinder's actions, I wasn't aware of the concussion/concussions, I was the victim, the person this happened to but at the same time I was also exterior to what happened so I wasn't feeling any pain, it's called out int phenomena. Again nobody took my case level into consideration in their thoughts.
Overall what should have happened is the Ethics Officer should have directed me to go to the doctor/hospital and then routed me to OSA so I could make a police report thru OSA and then routed me to AO for case handling, the out int phenomena.
I wasn't PTS, I was out int and running OT2. I did OT1 last life.
I was falsely labeled PTS type 3.
Jon Mackinder is a 1.1 psychotic SP.
These are the types of people that don't belong in this community and are suppose to be weeded out and handled cause they make the community unsafe but in this community they have their own stereo types and bias and cause of those they allow these types of people in. Long term this community is on it's way out, it's not a community that's safe for OT's, it's a community for people that are psychotic and serial criminals.
The types of bias for example is the 1.1 tone band in the science of survival, it talks about homosexual sex and people that have homosexual sex are in the 1.1 tone band and people within this community think, their mindset is therefore everybody that's homosexual is 1.1. This founder's son quentin hubbard was gay and I don't think people thought he was 1.1. Another bias is women are 1.1. These are all generalities, the reference is The AntiSocial Personality. It's actually suppressive for these bias and stereo types to be within this community but this church's management team never handled these internal bias and stereo types.
As for the boob job, clarification, another reason I'm thinking about getting a boob job.
As for Jon Mackinder himself, I'm not afraid of him, if he comes near me, his intent is to rape and murder me, I'll just kill him to defend myself, he's psychotic. He'll be easy to kill, a few slices to his throat and down he comes and I'll use his dead body for evidence in my cases. I'm sure he has a journal or journals that he's been keeping for years and his confessions including his premeditated crimes are listed, he might even have his victims names, phone numbers, emails etc etc listed as well. He's been stalking me online since 1998, he's probably stalking other women online as well, other victims, both scientologists and wogs.
Update to sentence 39. That's a lie, I never threatened him with kitchen knives while conscious, while awake, aware.
My eval is unofficial, the official version will be in my lawsuits.
Jon Mackinder if there's anything you want to add, feel free to put your own version of events including naming names like everybody that was in my home while I was unconscious. The only people I knew their names was Dan Stradford my assigned Scientology Minister, the other person was Julie Synder's husband's assistant who drove the car, I don't know her name. The nurse from Meghan Shield's office who you wouldn't tell me who you were on the phone with etc etc, I don't know her name, Dan Stradford told me she was a nurse from her office, he never gave me her name. Feel free to name all the people that were there including the woman that video taped me and everybody in my home, I don't know their names nor who they were, they were all strangers. And then tweet me or send me a private email and I'll post it.
As for Shelly Mackinder and Bobbie Faison, if it turns out that the love of your life Jon Mackinder is a serial rapist/killer, I guess you both can sue this church and the LAPD for the abuse, had this Church of Scientology handled it internally and the LAPD externally that abuse could have been prevented, even Bobbie Faison from getting with him on the 2D, had she been told up front, Jon Mackinder is a serial rapist/killer, I don't think she would have gotten with him on the 2D and had Shelly Mackinder been told the same thing, I don't think she would have pined away for him all these year and had ex sex with him. I'm sure the victims if they are still alive will sue and the victims that are dead, their families will sue cause those crimes could have been prevented had the Church of Scientology and the LAPD did their jobs and not committed crimes of their own.
My best suggestion is gather your evidence for your own lawsuits and you can use my Federal Court cases in your cases, those cases will be listed on my FedCourt.info website. And obviously work with the Federal Judges when they do their investigations etc etc, don't lie to them to save Jon Mackinder, be honest, cause if you lie, not only is it perjury which is against the law, you'll be open to going to prison and you would both be protecting a serial rapist/killer, and then the reason of "I didn't know" won't hold water in your criminal trials and you'll both be seen as accomplices to those crimes. At this point and time, I don't see that both of you know nor knew what Jon Mackinder does/did every minute of the day but later that can change, depending on what the Judges find, for all I know either of you or both of you could be willing accomplices to his serial crimes.
For the record, Jon Mackinder is not mob and I have no wholetrack with him, no past lives pre earth, before earth.
It's a suppressive act to even attempt Blackmail
Blackmail of Scientologists or Scientology organizations threatened or accomplished-in which case the crime being used for blackmail purposes becomes fully outside the reach of Ethics and is absolved by the fact of blackmail unless repeated.
The violent attack was attempted murder which is a violent felony, which would fall under - Any felony (such as murder, arson, etc.) against person or property.
Manipulating me by verbally and emotionally abusing me and then using sex to manipulate me into "feeling good" after the emotional and verbal abuse including oral sex which I don't do, I was constantly bugged, needled, pushed into doing oral sex and sometimes emotionally blackmailed, I was made to feel weird, strange by Jon Mackinder cause I didn't want to do oral sex, this falls under - Sexual or sexually perverted conduct contrary to the well-being or good state of mind of a Scientologist in good standing or under the charge of Scientology, such as a student or a preclear.
Jon Mackinder did the above, the ethics officer knew of the 1st two above, I never told him about the 3rd nor did he ask. Had he asked me, I would have told him.
These are suppressive acts which two of them were disclosed to the ethics officer and he ignored them, negated them.
I couldn't just go to the police and report Jon Mackinder, I would have been labeled an SP and lost my bridge.
Reporting or threatening to report Scientology or Scientologists to civil authorities in an effort to suppress Scientology or Scientologists from practicing or receiving standard Scientology.
If he had gone to prison for attempted murder then he wouldn't be allowed to go to course at CC Int, a course I paid for that he never paid me back for and he wouldn't be able to receive standard Scientology in prison and if he was arrested and then he didn't go to prison, all that time while in jail, he wouldn't have been able to receive standard Scientology. So basically had I gone to the police after the ethics officer and Jon Mackinder made me 100% responsible and accountable for Jon Mackinder's actions, I would have been labeled an SP and lost my religion.
This community and this organization is 1.1, you can't win, they put you into a box, a catch 22, no matter what you do, you are damned if you do, you are damned if you don't. Was I third partied by Jon Mackinder at CC Int, of course I was, but they are responsible and accountable cause they went into agreement with it, they listened to natter and lies instead of applying my religion, or common sense.
Their public is the Jon Mackinder's of the planet, psychopaths and sociopaths, as for the "suicide case" well he's accusing me of what he is as well as a psych case.
I remember a few times when we had sex, intercourse, I got mental image pictures of Jon Mackinder's intent to murder me, this was while we were having sex, he was thinking of murdering me with a pillow, suffocating me. So when we were having sex cause it wasn't making love, what got him to climax was the thought of murdering me, the act of murdering me. At that time I didn't understand what that was and this was before the violent attack. But since crossing the wall of fire, my psych and law enforcement training came back to me and I got what that was and why he climaxed to murdering me etc etc. Jon Mackinder gets a sexual rise to abuse, all, verbal, emotional, physical, sexual and financial.
I recalled our conversations when crossing the wall of fire as part of my investigations and I remembered or as Dr. Phil would say aha moments, one day I was in my office working and mackinder was in the living room on the computer and he was sad, this was before he wanted to kill himself, he told me he would love to go to prison, that way in prison he can get free food and board and play his guitar and write music. In 1998, I thought that was an odd thing to say, he often said weird things like this to me, it came out of left field and I was like huh? How do I respond to that, this guy wants to go to prison and get free room and board so he can sit and play his guitar and write music. I realized he's a criminal whose been implanted up the wazoo to stop him from harming others etc etc. As for the cop cars and motorcycles and helicopters, that was probably a scene from a movie from OT2 and he started receiving my case and my mental image pictures got smushed on top of his ie they're sticking cause he's got overts and he's withholding them as well as crimes, he didn't think blackmail was a crimes, against the law, plus he was cheating on me etc etc. He's a serial case, he's gonna keep committing crimes until he's stopped, he's not a one time guy, he's a serial case and even after you stop him, he'll keep going, this is how he operates. I could go on and on and on, he's a psychopath who set me up to go into the psych ward so he could be right about the 3rd party he spread about me in CC Int that I was crazy. Is this evil, yeah it is, but the people within this church were so busy handling the Lisa Mcpherson court case cause the indictment for her murder came in, Nov 1998, couple that with Miscavige's hatred of Jews and there you go, I lost my religion cause of these criminals.
Why else throw me out of AO when I'm approved to come back, I did what they wanted etc etc and I go to talk to a minister to give them data and while waiting at reception, I'm stopped, prevented and they used physical force to do it. Since when is it against the law to go talk to a minister? I missed David Miscavige's withholds of the taping of me without my consent in 1998, me naked, but that's not what he was worried about, what he was worried about was that he'd be found out that since scilons taping me, they started taping others without their consent too. He was worried people would figure that out especially in the tech division at AO, alerting auditors and C/S's to these crimes. So he had to get rid of me, if I never talk to a minister, putting me on a meter, nobody would ever find out.
Well Miscavige, everybody all over the planet is gonna find out now. You gave yourself away, I tested internal lines and when I got to the Valley org, for my certificate, I was going there to pick it up, I was given a green on white policy, never told verbally nor in writing, no reason given to get out, instead they said read it and they wanted me to read into it and figure out what they meant like Jon Mackinder and his telepathy. Sorry dude, I communicate, you keep going on about the lunatic fringe in the PR, you know what, you're accusing others of what you are, the lunatic fringe. Also did you too get my case cause of your overts/withholds and crimes against me? You know cause you saw me naked from that fake type 3 sit on those tapes/tape?
Are they stuck to your case? I call them overlays on top of overlays LMAO Basically my case is stuck to your mental image pictures cause of your own O/Ws and crimes, I also got your mental image pictures too, you're going out of present time and isolating yourself to bring yourself into present time, one of the places is some room or apartment in Hollywood, I guess in the HGB building Marty was talking about on his blog.
How many times did you watch me on that tape/tapes to figure out the court case for the Lisa Mcpherson cycle? How about other males and females after me that were video taped, were they naked too or just me?
Jon Mackinder's partial list of Scientology Services
Most recent 2015 THE FUNDAMENTALS OF THOUGHT BEGINNING BOOK COURSE - all the services he's had including the auditing I paid for in 1998 at the Ventura Mission is not listed. I don't know what orgs he's been to besides the Ventura Mission and CC Int.
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