Trying to make some logical sense of how my situation could have been avoided, is insane. It tells me, you are low on the tone scale and avoid the game of life at all costs and you have lots of overts/withholds ie transgressions in present time and in past lives.
Only judgemental people would try to come up with a logical explanation of how to avoid.
This is life, life happens to everybody. It was not my fault that I did the right thing, I reached out and asked for help.
Why the fuck would I go to regular psychs? They're fuckin stupid, just regular people with a degree, a piece of paper who sit on their ass collecting a paycheck and contribute nothing back to society and can't eval worth shit. Their only power is to label and prescribe drugs.
I haven't seen them as a group nor individuals demonstrate what they have done to help the general population without money, their contributions to society for free. What I've seen is a continuation of their status quo. More problems caused and people harmed then actually helped including more laws broken. I haven't seen them take responsibility to help mankind, actually get a product on that dynamic.
Their only solution is to label and drug. If you did that to everybody, you'd have a general population that can't work, they're out of present time. If you can't work, you can't pay taxes, no taxes, you have a government, local and federal that goes out of business. Common sense.
The rest, go criminal to survive and criminals don't pay taxes, same outcome.
As for this church, they are the organization, they were suppose to take responsibility for me by applying my religion. What they did wasn't taking responsibility for me, that's not responsibility. If you think it is, you have many, many MU's for more then one reason.
What they did was cover up their crimes, their overts, their withholds in present time. And if you think I'm the only person they did this too, you're an idiot and didn't fully read, understand and comprehend for more then one reason.
I see no difference between this church, organization and the mental health field. Both only give a shit about one thing, money, their survival. While our taxes go up to support their families, their mortgages, their everything, what about the average taxpayer?
It's not sustainable and all the real wholetrack psychs within this field on the ground floor, who combine faith with mental health, can have journeys, they are smart enough to figure it out, their past lives. They don't believe drugs solve problems, they believe people do.
Don't look for them to save you, your soul. They won't, it goes against their moral codes, ethical codes and standards. And I agree, animals are not worth saving, let their souls go into this rock for the next 1 billion years. In the end, they can all cling to their bibles, books and read and recite quotes, take that with them to keep them company cause everybody of all faith, religion knows, books, bible verse won't save anybody's soul.
These people just want to sit around and natter, be critical, judgemental and of course create drama rama, their excuse why they couldn't help mankind, contribute to society. Why help make it a better place to live when you can sit and bitch, whine about conditions on this planet all day long.
At the end of the day, what have you done.