You will all have to sue these agencies for your harmed reputations cause they are liable, not me, I'm not resonsible nor accountable for their actions of corruption and abuse, they are.
They also reinforced the pain and trauma of these hate crimes and attempted murder of 2009-2013 as well as the reinforced pain and trauma of what the LAPD did to me when I tried to get the police report for the crimes of 1998, after yelling at me, screaming at me over the phone when I followed up for the police report that I paid for
before the cop hung up on me, he insinuated that if I attempted to obtain the police report in any way shape or form, I would be murdered and then click. I sat there still holding the phone to my ear after he hung up, that's how fast he was and paralyzed wondering WTF? I never got a chance to ask why? He hung up before I could ask anymore questions, before I could say anything and I was afraid if I called back, he or another cop would come and murder me for calling back, in his eyes, I attempted again after he insinuated what would happen, and I felt he would follow thru on his insinuation or in other words I took him seriously, that was his intent, to murder me for following up on the police report. I remember just sitting there and feeling so alone, nobody got me and now this, I'm gonna die cause I tried to get the police report? What is this? I survived what happened in my home, I survived Olive View and now I'm gonna die cause I followed up on the police report. Ok. Nobody, not one person helped me that's paid to help the public, that my taxes paid for. Where was I suppose to turn to for help? A non profit that would tell me to call the police, so I could get murdered? This church that wouldn't talk to me, that lied to me, violated my civil rights, a church that took away my eternity, my bridge cause I reached out for help, a church that didn't think anything was wrong with Jon Mackinder beating me and blamed me for his actions of physical violence? What was I suppose to do, beg them to help me? They wouldn't have helped me, they would have told me it's all my fault and I'd have to redo my bridge, give them more money cause of their crimes in the Lisa Mcpherson case. And if I went down that route, going to my captors for help, that would have fucked up my case, my wholetrack and I would have died cause it's not ethical to validate, reward people who tried to murder you, they would attempt to do it again and they would be successful.
You're damned if you do and you're damned if you don't, no matter what you do in this country, you can't win, it is a totalitarian society cause everybody in law enforcement is corrupt and abusive, your only chance for freedom is by going to Federal Court and suing them.
I don't regret anything cause it took this long and for me to get to this point just to be able to articulate what happened so that people in court could comprehend it and it took this long cause nobody would help me, they left me sitting in it to die.
And I did it by exercising my 1st amendment, my free speech, getting shit off my chest so that I could get to the shit. These people left me sitting in 2 back to back sexual abuse incidents and if I attempted to move forward and handle it they would murder me. They are the real criminals and the reason some of you turned to a life of crime, cause they cut your survival. Hold them responsible and accountable for their crimes by suing them in Federal Court.
So if you feel your reputation has been harmed by me speaking out, by using, exercising my 1st amendment, free speech, feel free to sue the FBI, the DOJ and the LAPD, they are liable. Had they helped me, it would be a different story.
Look at this story, this rape victim spoke out on her blog, 1st amendment, free speech and now as the victim she has to pay him for being honest, for being truthful, is this Justice?
No. If you sue me, I'll just counter sue you for violating my 1st amendment and abuse and put you in prison, my damages and punitive plus I'm not liable, the FBI/DOJ/LAPD are. Your lawsuit will get kicked out and I'll still go thru with my counter lawsuit for more then one reason.