When I got that glimpse, I saw it, it looks like airplane trails in the clouds, you know trails airplanes make like this
If this trail had opened up for him, for LRH, he would have talked about that on the OT levels and he wouldn't have had the time to swing by American Mutual Mortgage to give Joan Saks comm in the theta universe nor time to swing by AO and give everybody in the course room comm in the theta universe. He would have just left his body, the trail would have opened up for him and off he would have went, if he didn't he would have lost his ride so to speak.
LRH OT3 was Jewish, not Christian like in present time, I was also Jewish too, we both were.
But this trail never opened up for him during his lifetime and after he dropped his bod. That's the reality of it. I thought the upper OT levels, the last of his research, these coordinates were to avoid the prison planets in this sector of the universe not go towards them. Starting in frame 25:00
I really thought those coordinates were to avoid the prison planets, cause if you are trying to achieve spiritual freedom, why would you go towards a prison planet and choose to be born into a totalitarian society to be a slave?
That didn't make sense to me. But now it does, he has lessons to learn cause, he didn't learn all his lessons here on planet earth, he never took responsibility for his own O/W's OT3.
Putting this religion there, this organization etc etc that wasn't taking responsibility for his O/W's OT3 including the out 2D's, in present time, he cheated on his 1st wife, his 2nd wife and his 3rd wife, all three.
People minimize his out 2D's and his O/W's cause he was the founder, it's ok that he cheated cause he put this organization here, he founded Scientology etc etc, they actually think if he did things differently then there might not be Scientology.
But that's false, had he done things differently including ethically, the spiritual trail to target A would have opened up for him and he could have included that in the OT levels to help others so that the spiritual trail would open up for them too. But instead everybody else will go to target 2, the next prison planet.
He swung by American Mutual Mortgage cause Joan Saks put in a direct comm line to LRH, she told me all about it and how he wrote back, so I suspect everybody on his route, he stopped by to say goodbye in the theta universe and from there he stopped at other people's places and then AO and then I suspect he went to other AO's all over the planet and then split, to target 2, the next prison planet.
Him running into me at American Mutual Mortgage was a fluke, an accident, it threw him off, he was surprised, he didn't expect to run into me, he expected to run into Joan Saks who wasn't there cause she was at the event above, I was the only person left there while all the OTs went to the event above. So it was an accident, a cosmic one actually and it threw him off his game, he didn't expect it, I think he had to do a double take, that's how thrown off his game, he was.
Anyway, this trail never opened up for him and he set out for the next prison planet, which by the time he gets there will be a totalitarian society and he'll be born into it as a slave. I got in the theta universe he has alot of lessons he needs to learn.
I don't think I'll ever see him ever again for all eternity, 1st he'll be stuck in this prison planet maze, 2nd if he managed to get himself out of it, he would never have the balls to approach me cause of his own O/W's OT3, he betrayed me and his children by his cheating and his cheating was a security breach that contributed to that civilization ending, huge O/W's.
So I suspect he'll probably be with the mistress/mistresses or the goddess he fucked on top of a mountain and they will in time replace my memory and become his new wholetrack 2D, his new soulmate and same goes for me, I'll be with better men, men who don't cheat, don't betray their wives, children etc etc and in time, one of them will replace his memory and become my new wholetrack 2D, my new soulmate.
Basically, he went towards the left and I'm going towards the right, never to run into each other ever again for all eternity.
As for this church and it's management team, and this community, they're all going to the next prison planet if they succeed in bypassing eternal damnation and breaking the cycle of reincarnation, which I have a feeling they won't based on their crimes against humanity and their racial and religious bias etc etc.
The reality of it is, you don't need this church nor this religion to get off this rock, even LRH knew that, it's in his lyrics, "The Good Go Free".
How do I feel about learning the truth about my dearly beloved wholetrack 2d? LMAO Relieved, the truth does set you free and I'm not sad.
I'm actually excited, I'll have a new soulmate, a new wholetrack 2D, one who really loves me, will be in love with me, won't ever cheat nor betray me and his children, isn't an SP on the 2D etc etc, so it's all good. And he'll never keep me down, ever. He'll be my new rock when I get lost in the game.
After he went to Creston to do his research, he cut comm with his wife, he wanted a divorce, she wouldn't give it to him, he told Miscavige and his crew to make sure to not let her see him, to stop her, prevent her from seeing him and they did.
I got comm in the theta universe that MSH cheated on LRH with Gerry Armstrong as well as others within the Guardians Office unbeknownst to him at that time, I think he figured it out while doing his investigation of his wife.
But he didn't handle it, he never talked to her directly, he just cut comm, which doesn't jive with the basics of this religion.
This was his wife of 20 or 30 years, 4 kids and he cut comm and his handling was to get an RV and hire hookers for his sex. Ok.
I think he felt bad cause he was cheating on her not just with these hookers in the RV while doing his "research" but other women through out their marriage, he neglected her and he drove her into the arms of these people, her serv fac ie make wrong for him cheating was to get him back and cheat on him.
So to handle his guilty conscious, he changed his will 24 hours before he died and gave her money. That was his comm to her, his handling, money. Ok. I don't think she knew about the hookers.
LRH was the type of guy that, it was ok for him to cheat but if you cheated, then you're evil. So he has alot of lessons to learn on target 2 for his out 2ds. Every time he cheated in present time, he restimulated his OT3 case where he cheated on me with short term mistresses and that caused security breaches that contributed to the destruction of that civilization.
So my memory popped up each time, I know he loved me OT3, was in love with me, I got those emotions ok, but he didn't really love me, murdering the competition and then going out 2d to stabilize his case is not love, it's obsession, it's psychotic and slavery, ownership. On target 2, each time he cheats, my memory will haunt him until he learns his lessons, figures it out, and then the mistresses/women he ends up with, my memory will haunt him until he figures it out and learns his lessons. He's fucked for at least a billion years for his shit.
The memories of me haunted him his entire life, my memory will haunt him for all eternity until he figures it out and learns his lessons, that's what he's in for.
And if he manages to get back to the new US Federation, he'll stay away from me, forever, pain LMAO. Each time he attempts to come near me on the 2D, even thinks about it, his case will kick in and prevent it, pain LMAO.
So that's the end of him on my 2d lines forever, like I said, no balls. He will be so overwelmed with pain, he won't be able to over ride it, and it will start with the fear of rejection LMAO. Too funny.
I don't envy him, and for everybody that does cause they think he got off this rock, look at where he's going and what he's in for, if you envy that, ok.
As for me, his memory will never haunt me ever again for all eternity.
I'll try to explain it, as best as I can. But when you die, you don't have time to say your goodbyes to everybody in the theta universe, LRH was on alot of comm lines like a President, a CEO, a Celebrity whether an actor or musician etc etc, they know alot of people, so did LRH. I think you should say your goodbyes in the physical universe via a will, letters and that's ethical as well.
For example, in 1986 when I got the clinical comm "Oh good, you made it" I knew that it was my wholetrack 2D and he was gone and we were never to meet this life, I knew then, but later, I not ised it, no it means this, not that, to give myself hope on the 2D. He's the only one I wanted a 2D with, he was the one I was looking for all my life and I had a postulate that we'd find each other and be together. So I not ised it, no, it means this not that.
After I, 100% completely ended cycle on him forever, I got that emotion, that comm was received by me in 2 parts. The full comm was "Oh good, you made it, I love you" It was unethical for me to receive the other part of the comm cause he didn't do anything to locate me in the physical universe, it's a spin and designed for me to chase him to a prison planet where what I would have to look forward to is 1 billion years of pain on the 2D including broken hearts by him as well as abuse.
The Lissus Moam, the goddess he fucked on a moutain in greece that he put into the book as the real name for the countess krak was the jealousy card, he's saying we had mind blowing sex on top of a mountain, wanna out do her, then chase me to the next prison planet where you can be my slave for all eternity and get abused across the boards diagonal. Since I'm not a criminal, I don't get off on being abused, it doesn't turn me on but I'm sure some criminals within this church were.
You know you can do it better then her LMAO chase me, chase me or the jealousy card, I'm suppose to get jealous and chase him which jives with the book mission earth where the countess krak chases jettero heller to the 1st planet, earth. This print, the end of the 1st book.
It's, they bring you down the tone scale to anger and spin you around with lies so you are dizzy. 1.1's love that, they bring the person down tone to anger on the tone scale, causing the other person pain and get sexual rises to that, causing the pain, and then go into glee ie are happy cause they feel empowered, like they have power, control from inflicting pain.
Below is an example of a 1.1 chick, in the lyrics, "wants to make love when I wanna fight", he's in the anger tone level and she's 1.1, she brought him down tone to anger and got turned on by that power, by that control of fucking with him, his heart, his mest etc etc, pain, now she wants to fuck, have sex, she's turned on.
Some guys like these games, my guess is he's feminine energy and she's masculine energy, he likes the way she controls him, thru pain, that turns him on. So in this example she gives him pain which turns her on and he likes, enjoys receiving the pain which turns him on and they both go have sex with each other or other partners etc etc or the Sex and Pain red on white bulletin.
He likes it, that's what he needs and wants in a 2D from a chick, pain to have sex. The end of the lyrics, he's saying, communicating "Now someone understands me". So what he's looking for in a woman if he hasn't found her, is somebody that will give him pain so he can have sex, it's this part of the lyrics "And she knows how to treat a fella right
Give me that feeling every night" he wants pain every night for the rest of his life. When he finds his 1.1 chick, he'll have found his one.
In my religion Scientology, this is not a good thing, long term this will degrade a being, it will degrade your soul.
He would have picked up a body close to my age and found me, married me, got me away from these last life Nazis in this church, helped me cross the wall of fire etc etc, that's if he really loved me. But he didn't, it was just his feelings, everything in the physical universe says, he was a game player. He was a cheater, liar and coward, he cheated on all 3 wives and that's an outpoint.
We could have gone to the copyrights office and got copies of the tech, the upper levels and co-audited them together. Alot of married couples do that, but that's not what he did, instead he tried to fuck with my head to get me to chase him to the next prison planet, Loserville.
If they are correct meaning not lying online then that also confirms that the spiritual trail never opened up for LRH cause it's not on the upper OT levels cause he never included it.
If he did, he would have broken it down in full detail as well as a step by step process and/or processes to run so that the spiritual trail would open up for anybody. All they had to do was do the processes, the steps.