I've crossed the wall of fire, I'm good. The rest of the 7 billion people on planet earth, not so much. Again Reality Check.
If this is your game, to save mankind, then I suggest you go to court and get the holy scriptures.
If not, trust in God. Those are your two options. The 1st, you have certainty, knowingness that you won't be going into a rock for the next 1 billion years. The latter, no certainty, no knowingness, it's really a hit or miss. I'm not you so, I have no idea the ratios.
You'll have to be honest with yourself, really honest. Is this the journey you want to take? Is this a journey you can achieve? Is this a journey you can win? Is this a journey you can play? Is this a journey you want to play? Sometimes, it's about doing the right thing, that alone will set you, your soul free.
If so, may the force be with you. It won't be easy, fraught with much peril. Your life will change litterly, overnight. OSA will be lurking everywhere etc etc.