Am I being unrealistic, no, I'm being blunt, honest, overt, direct about what I need and want in a soulmate.
There's gotta be a guy out there that wants to be with me, lifetime after lifetime, out of 7 billion people, there's gotta be one. If not here on planet earth, then on target A.
For my 3 lives on and 1 life off guy, there's a whole side to me, he never knew, he never bothered to find out. My new soulmate, he will know everything about me, cause he will bother, he gives a shit ie definition of SOULMATE.
So I already knew what was next if I didn't cut the cord with Four, him having sex with his wife, I'd have to hear it. No thanks. It's not easy being OT.
The last time I saw Four was that Pirate/Officer life, that was like what 500 years ago? I don't want to wait 500 years to run into my soulmate, that's too long. I want lifetime after lifetime.
I also didn't know that Four was my soulmate, wholetrack 2D, I really didn't know, I thought it was Jett. It's ok, we're just boats against the current. My heart is not broken, it's mended. I don't miss him nor long for him anymore. I found him. There's romance in the sunset for him and his new soulmate, his wife.
So the women would fit into his SOP. I think that's why he didn't make the grade and was bumped down to middle and lower management when senior management pulled up his case when he tried to enter the implant station network senior management's programs. He was able to enter the data gathering program on the first few prison planets but as time went on, their quals got stricter and stricter and he probably became out qualified, hence he exited and I entered.
There was a huge gap from the last time I saw him, he was married to my fraternal twin sister Kate Beckinsale and I was married to my mob persian guy. Jett wanted me to cheat on my husband with him and betray my twin sister and I refused. I was fully committed to my husband. That was the last time I saw him, ran into him in the implant station network until Pre OT3.
I got tribal tattoo guy's mental image pics, he and Jett spotted each other in the implant station network middle management in passing and he wanted to kill Jett and Jett wanted to kill him. These two hated each other. I don't know if one or the other succeeded in that life.
So in regards to me and Four, Jett didn't just do this to us but other couples so the women would fit into his SOP, his guarantee that he would win every lifetime by cheating. What you're dealing with in regards to Jett is a sociopath murderer. He has no empathy and just lies.
He didn't do this to the gay couples cause he's hetro.
That last life that came up for OT2 where I was mob along with my identical twin sister Diane Krall, she was married to Scott O'Malley and I was married to Jett. Scott wanted me to cheat on Jett and betray my sister and I wouldn't do it. He went bat ape shit crazy and had a meltdown and kidnapped me, tied me up and tortured and raped me for weeks and video taped it including my murder where he slit my throat. Then he sent the video tape to Jett, to watch. Jett flipped out and went after his children and his wife and murdered them and video taped it and sent it to Scott.
Jett was cheating on me, unbeknownst to me, he was fucking the same mistress/whore Scott was, and when Scott found out, he wanted to get back at Jett hence having me cheat on my husband and when I wouldn't he had a psycho meltdown and murdered me. Jett flipped out cause Scott cut across his game of torturing, raping and murdering me ie the Love/Hate implant.
I always wondered why Jett never rolled it back, his regrets. Normal people roll shit back to retrace their steps, what could they have done differently to prevent this. Jett never did that, he just plowed forward with his revenge, his payback, he didn't give a fuck that I was dead, he never shed a tear. He assumed he had it in the bag with me in future lives cause of his crimes on me ie the drugging, torture, raping and murders. Here's an example of somebody rolling it back, like normal people.
Every day I wake up
I hope I'm dreamin'
I can't believe this shit
Can't believe you ain't here
Sometimes it's just hard for a nigga to wake up
It's just hard to just keep goin'
It's like I feel empty inside without you bein' here
I would do anything man, to bring you back
I'd give all this shit, shit the whole knot
I saw your son today
He look just like you
You was the greatest
You'll always be the greatest
I miss you Big
Can't wait till that day, when I see your face again
I can't wait till that day, when I see your face again
Why else, huh? In this life there would have been no consequences, it's part of my religion Scientology, you can't hold past life crimes against somebody, but he knew, if I did that to him, he would have ended cycle on me, so he spinned me in the theta universe and blew while zig zagging thru the Fed Gov looking for me and settling for other women. And that's ok cause it turned out fine in my favor.
My religion Scientology is implant station network technology (implant stations are prisons in outer space), Jett's work, research is incomplete, it's 1/2 done, it was unethical to do this religion cause that technology didn't belong to him, in present time he went commercial with it, charged money for it, but since his case is spinning, it's 1/2 complete.
His security implants kicked in, to prevent him from completing it. And his tech is out dated based on his wrong evals. He never bothered to find out all the data and assumed, like the 1k Nazi War Criminals that were hired into the FBI/CIA in 1945. He labeled the FBI SPs and when they infiltrated his church he would say "I know who you are and what you are doing" "Why don't you go kill yourself" and they would run away, ahhhhhhhhh! And some would kill themselves. But he didn't know why his tech worked, other then it worked LMAO, all the weak women like Hana Whitfield that he surrounded himself with, lied to him and boosted his ego, stroked his ego, so he really thought he was the shit. Ok.
The reason his tech worked was cause they were Nazi War Criminals hiding in America with new American identities, the above worked on them but it didn't work on people who aren't Nazi War Criminals like Bryan Seymour
I didn't mind, I like the pain, I'm a sadistic selfish bitch, it's a nice reminder of what he did to me in present time, he cut my 2D and some how he was involved in the abuse by the FBI in 2014.
Good news boys, I'll catch up with ya in 2 billion years and just like Jett, old Four/Tom Chandler dude, I'll also cut his 2D and make him a eunuch automaton for this bullshit crimes now in present time. I'll be deployed for my mental health program and pick them up on the next prison planet they gravitate towards after getting released from Hell, my prediction 2 billion years. Both Nazis are going to hell where they belong. Where Jett wasn't a last life Nazi, old Four/TomChandler dude is and he's into this Nazi Psychiatry, it's all eugenics based, DNA, he's an animal, he's easy to control and manipulate by anybody, he runs on sensations and his GE and is occluded like you Jett.