The reality of it is, my life ended in that area in Aug/Sept 1998, all hope, you'll have to read my story to really get it.
When a person is in the process of coming forward for such hideous crimes and gets attacked, overtly and covertly, cyber stalked and bullied, and hate crimes committed against etc etc, all trust in the human race is gone. All trust in humanity is gone.
I don't trust anybody and I won't ever again this life. There is too many people in this world like this Doreen Doshay Russell, who go out of their way to covertly and overtly kill you, they lie right to your face while they are stabbing you in the back. And you have no way to prevent, this, there are no resources here to avert their destruction and harm. You have to be their victim and you have to live through it. That's this piece of shit society.
It's not worth my time to get involved with any men, cause they are 1.1 just like her, this Doreen Doshay Russell and it doesn't matter what profession they are. If it's anybody, it will be outside of the USA, all American men are like her and all the other people that did this to me. As for the chase of 2008, that was a hate chase by a bunch of Nazis and any woman that was turned on by that, is a Nazi.
These Nazis all assumed they could fuck me cause I'm celibate, the goal was to break my celibacy like it's a curse. Stupid piece of shit Nazis, they never learn nor get it, on any level. Nazis have no religion, have no faith and don't believe in God.
I don't have to do anything, other then live my life. I don't have to take any responsibility for helping anybody ever again this life and I won't. You need help, don't ask me for shit cause I'll just blow you off. I'm gonna be self absorbed and self obsessed and spend my money only on me. I won't ever spend one dime on any man, ever again. It will be all about me, me and me. And I'll never contribute any money to any non profit organizations ever again. I'll be on my 1st dynamic computations only, if I meet any guys and they contribute nothing to me, I'll just blow them off.
There is too much criminality here in the United States of America and too many people who just don't care nor want to help make this country better. They are robots with no emotions, no empathy, no compassion and no understanding. This is not a country I would raise kids in, if I had them, American ie GMO companies killing Americans via food for profit, it's quite gross. But this is who Americans are, really are, piece of shit criminals. I would have to say that 99.9% of American men are just users and abusers ie criminals who hate women, they are all 1.1 on the tone scale. They just use women for Sex and Money. So use them back, tell them what they want to hear, lie to their face and use them for free dinners and clothes and things, and when you are done using them, throw them away like the garbage they are.
All these SP's that harmed me, hurt me etc etc, their DNA lines are cut, it will stop either with their children or grandchildren. They cut people's 2D lines, now their 2D lines are cut.
Next life, I'll be a citizen of the US Federation and I'll be proud of that citizenship, because in that society, people will actually give a shit about human beings, not covertly and overtly destroy human beings and their lives for any reason.
And of course there is no Nazi Federation. There will be no Nazis ever again for all eternity.
I don't believe nor like a no win scenerio, and where I'm going, nobody does either. It's a win win in our federation, the US Federation.
The people that destroyed my 2nd dynamic and my life, well, they won't be bypassing eternal damnation like Doreen Doshay Russell. And next life, I'll have it all including children and I'll be married to a rule breaker, my James T. Kirk. I can't wait, if I could go tomorrow, I would. So, I'll just come up the conditions as a woman and then drop my bod and split. I can do that, I've crossed the wall of fire, there are no games left to play here on planet earth, except for one, to leave it, be in control and aware of where I'm going or LMAO. These stupid piece of shit SP's assumed they were gonna stop me from obtaining this ability, in reality they fucked themselves more into this rock, longer prison sentences or LMAO they never learn, too fuckin evil and stupid.