A real job that's legal, as an assassin or hit woman or shooter etc etc ie hired killer, taxes would get paid from each job if I'm on salary ie payroll, or at the end of the year like any independent contractor.
Best job in the entire universe and to be honest when I'm living that life, killing the bads guys, there's nothing like going home to my husband and making love to him, that's how I get my O's, both of them to be honest. And he's a killer too, so after he's done with his job or work, killing the bad guys, he comes home to me and makes love to me. And while he's making love to me, he's whispering in my ears, telling me how he did it and that's how I get off. All the details from beginning to end. When it's my turn, I do the same thing to him and that's how he gets off, his O's, litterly.
Money doesn't turn me on, taking the bad guys out of the game called life does, that's how I get a sexual rise or creation. Not everybody is smart enough or fast enough to pull that off. Many have tried, many have died. It takes years of training and guts, balls to actually do this job and it's not easy, me and him just make it look easy.
This life, I'm not any of those things. There is no job you can get doing these things, no college degree, no want ads, nothing, nada, zip. So the way I get a sexual rise is by not helping the bad guys, ignoring them and staying true to my nature, a selfish bitch, across the boards diagonal and walking, towards the good guys.