In 2008, wanting to get married and start a family etc etc, I realized I was running away from it without knowing it. And the universe brought me back to confront it. I didn't realize there was so much out ethics connected to what happened to me. I really didn't know.
Even John Rzeznik would say, cause I read his PR, he'd say, so many women are running away in Los Angeles, and I always had a saying, what you run away from, you eventually run into LMAO I'm not a person that ever ran away from anything ever. Logical explanation, non confront. I just didn't realize how deep the rabbit hole really went. I really put these people's best interest into my equations, I believed their PR.
On a different note, it was really fun cracking my case, all the games I was playing online, man, if I could do that again, I would. It helped me focus and stay in present time as I was going in and out of present time, or wholetrack.
I have to say now looking back at it, it was the best ride of my life, better then Mr. Toads.