On a different note, when Jett murdered him OT3, it wasn't over in 5 mins, nope, Jett premeditated it, it was anywhere from 6 months to 2 years, he was ambushed, his body weakened, his immune system weakened, his mind weakened. He would have committed hate crimes on him like breaking into his house, killing his dog, either killing or injurying his family members like an accident or sending them into the hospital cause they were hit by a car ie brothers, sisters, mother, father e tc etc. He would have set him up with hookers and deliberately gave him STDS. All sorts of shit would have happened to him but unbeknownst to him that it was Jett and him and Jett were probably friends, not best friends but friends, he was in the military and he would have contained the drama rama, he didn't want to put all that on his seniors lines plus what would my father think etc etc. Jett would have known that.
Jett would have done sadistic shit to him as part of his premeditated plans to break his soul, break his will, break his body, break his mind and break his heart so he would give up and die and give up on me for a 2D.
The men I was involved with in the military were like the Rock, big guys, tall, big, they didn't die from one gun shot nor die in 5 mins and Jett knew that. The end, Jett would have kidnapped Four and tortured him for weeks, made him bleed with a knife slowly, and would reinforce the pain and trauma of the covert ops above, to psychologically and physically break his will, his soul, his body, his mind and his heart, so that he would have no confidence, and be afraid to approach me, he fed him lies while murdering him at the very end, while slitting his throat, and he would have fed him lies for hours prior to that. Then dump his body on another planet and set it up so everybody assumed he went AWOL when he was murdered.
Jett impersonated Four to get with me, he took on Four's identity, valence and kept me in confusion, even after I died.
The waterboarding the CIA did was nothing compared to what Jett did.
OT3 wasn't the first time Jett did that to Four, he did that to him down the wholetrack OT3 and OT2, just like me.
But where I was able to override it, Jett murdering me down the wholetrack, my wholetrack training kicked in and helped me,
Four isn't able to override it, he has crimes in present time in the military possibly genocide that's classified, mass murder on orders, which is still crimes against humanity justified for the greater good this country. I don't have any crimes, a misdemeanor from when I was 18 where the statute of limitations has expired plus while crossing the wall of fire, I did amends for that crime, that doesn't count, if I had crimes I would have died in 2009/2010 while crossing the wall of fire and of course in 1998.
But Four has crimes so he can't override the restimulation of the past life murders like the above, he can't over come it and is stuck in it, is afraid and has no confidence.
So I had to cut the cord for my own survival. And it's all ok cause that's why we were trained, for this reason, what happens when your soulmate goes criminal and his or her case kicks in, will you die for their case or live without them? I choose life not death. Four had the same training, but his past life training won't kick in to help him cause he has crimes in present time of like genocide.
Sure it's not storybook nor a fairytale and it goes against the grain of everything everybody knows about the subject of "soulmates". I'll get a new soulmate either here on planet earth or on target A, he'll be better then Four, a better lover, a better warrior, a better everything, so it's all good and we'll have 10-12 kids next life.
Am I disappointed in Four for not being able to override his case? Yep, extremely, it's a huge let down. But there's nothing I can do, it's all up to him but he can't get past his case, he can't overcome his case cause of the crimes in present time. So I have to let him go or he'll take me to hell with him and I'm not interested, I wasn't gonna let Nikki take me to hell, nor Scott O'Malley, nor George Clooney, nor Jett, you think I'm gonna let Four do it? Nope. I'm a selfish bitch, I don't think so.
I'll get a new soulmate, either here on planet earth or on target A. Four will never make it to target A and somebody else will take his place for all eternity.
And yep, you can do that, get a new soulmate, a new wholetrack 2D, the out clause, ethics and morals.
And it's ok, it really is, for the first time in my life, I feel free, freedom from 2D memories, emotions and that longing in your heart for your one and it feels good. To Four, I'm just a ghost, a memory he can't overcome.
But Jett didn't win in regards to me. I'll just get a new soulmate, a new wholetrack 2D and maybe I'll 5 or more Os in one session or LMAO. I got the final outcome in regards to Jett if we got together, Mr. Blow up doll man and I'd be a research girl while stuck in my house while he spends my damages on his survival. Or Loserville.
As for Four, I suspsect he'll get married to a younger chick, I think he might be in his early 40s, I think he's a single dad of a teenager or 18 or 19 year old, he'll have more children. He'll marry the whore that waited the longest all the while unloading his crimes of genocide while fucking her for his mental health and making her psychotic long term and missing me and longing for me in his heart. Alrighty then.